Lvarcolac

Personally, I prefer when people add my writings to their favourites. I have usually spend more time on writing, than I have on my photos and often are my writings much more personal and have received much more though from my behalf. It also take more dedication from the viewer to read and, especially, understand a poem or short story, than to simply give a quick glance at a photo.
Usually I also have a better feeling about my writings. A sense of completion and achievement.

I can't seem to wrap my mind about the world at the moment. I've got tonnes of stuff to do, but little inclination to get it done. I guess I've lost my goal or it has become too distant and blurred. I wish I was better at pulling myself together and just get on with it, instead of just dwelling on the obstacles that I mentally make greater than they are. It's pathetic, really.

I've got a lot of half-finished stuff lying about, that I could upload here on dA,  but I haven't been able to get that done either. It's great, I'm pissing myself off.

I'm gonna try to give myself a good kick in the balls this weekend. Stay away from the booze and do something productive for a change.

It's been a while since I last wrote a sincere journal. I've been quite busy and not feeling creative at all. Lacking creativity bothers me quite a lot, since I feel it is a part of my identity. I've spend a lot of my time with school, which is sort of nice. I've also begun to run again, which is a nice relief for stress. Also I've started at Ki-Aikido. A Japanese martial art. I really like that. It contains large elements of meditation and balance training. I've found that it really does something good for my sociophobia and competition shooting.

Hopefully I'll be able to take some photos this weekend...

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Yir. I'm back from dragonland.

I'll start uploading pictures in a few days.